a funny bad dream

i have posted this already in facebook but ill get detailed here while im at it. :D

By 10pm last night, i was already sleeping. That was expected since by 6am yesterday i was already awake buying pandesal for my breakfast. the next thing that happened was something that i didnt expect. I woke up at around 2am from a very bad and really funny dream.

you see in my dream, anyone who texted 21H to some number (i wasnt quite sure where it should be sent but anyways...) would get shot and killed. the number of times it was sent would be the number of bullets spent for that person who sent it. 

so Lesly being the hardheaded sweet girl that she is, sent it numerous times (i wasnt quite sure how many times exactly and why she basically did that, maybe because she was trying to know if what SHOULD happen WOULD really happen or if its just a fluke)

so within 5 mins, a man came with his bike (twas prolly a harley)and jumped out of it without even parking. 

consequently, 3 cops were boozing their brains out in the terrace just outside our door (this happened in our house in bataan, tho i really dont know why there were cops with alcohol there)

everybody in my family was in the house, jeck and dex were even there. the aguilars too. 

the guy open fired with an ArmaLite (this was prolly because of the number of times Lesly sent that freakin message). he killed the cops who were in the terrace getting drunk.

as soon as we heard the gunshots we were screaming and running and hiding.

i didnt get to see if anybody else died or who else got shot but the funny thing was the area i got hit. i grabbed lesly and i pushed her to the dining area while i hid behind the piano thinking that id be safe there. bullets went through and 4 of those targeted my crotch. 

all these seemed really real that i was actually shaking while getting hit by the bullets and waking up all at once. i woke up holding and grabbing my balls just to check and see if they were still there.

hahaha

this was freaky! really!

random thought to self

C-L-E-A-N UP YER ACT!

Only for You

I'm thankful for everything that You've done. For all the blessings, the people who constantly support me, even those who don't, God I'm forever grateful. You have given me so much, even things that I don't deserve, You made sure I would have it. Dear God, You are my Lord, my greatest love. I wish You would continue to bless the people dear to me, bless them as You have blessed me. Please shower Your grace to those in need and keep them away from the suffrage that evil may bring them, the same way You enlightened my heart and mind. I am always here to offer You my servitude. To the people who have crossed the same paths that I did, please offer them the same graciousness and mercy You have shown me.

I love You with all my heart.

Where am I at right now?

HERE I AM, USING MY PHONE TO PUT UP A POST FOR THIS BLOG. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY IT WOULDNT LET ME USE SMALL CAPS FOR THE CHARACTERS. IM CURRENTLY IN CLASS. CONSULAR AND DIPLOMATIC PRACTICES II. DAMMIT, I COULDNT EVEN USE THE ENTER KEY. WELL ANYWAYS, IM TOO OLD TO STILL BE IN SCHOOL BUT I CHOSE TO FINISH THIS PHASE IN MY LIFE SO I COULD MOVE ON AND HOPEFULLY STOP REGRETTING WHATEVER IT IS THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST... CLASS IS DISMISSED. IL POST ANOTHER SOON..

from a lady i dearly miss

I was thinking if someone hated me? I was thinking why it had to affect other people? I was thinking what was the feeling of being left behind and being avoided? I was thinking why someone had to lose a friend amidst what happened?

"life is good, take care of it"