Thursday, June 10, 2010

laughter and smiles

Ironically,
this has become one of my most succinct 
and 
most intoxicating facebook posts ever!
Enjoy!

*****


The post is nothing really special. 
But it's true. 
I guess it's the honesty that did the trick. 
It was somewhat surprising to see me last this long 
without someone to cuddle with. 
Yeah, I've been single for too long. 
But sincerely, it's a choice I made for myself. 
Not that there is a great need to explain myself here, 
but let it be known that it was I 
who decided to finish what i fucked up back then 
before messing up another. 

Dope!!



Sometimes it's a curse.
 I get pretty bored most times but indeed,
 it is a blessing.


3F's - Fish, Flirting and Friends. 


It ain't no race. It will never be.


 See! I told you. 
Most people think I wouldn't last without 
someone to be romantic with. 
I know I didn't need it.
Friends never left me. 
That fact alone, 
sufficed.


I didn't have a list of qualifications. 
Why would I give one
when I haven't finalized it yet? 


Now one of my guy friends meddled in. 
Ergo, dirty talk poured in. 


Then soon after,
 the past has come back to haunt me. 


And reactions..
 they kept coming.


I am not only preparing for a beautiful/better relationship.. 
I'm more focused on preparing my resume. 
It is something intangible that I can swing around people's faces 
so as to make sure that getting belittled would be the last thing 
I would ever consider as a problem.


Then I decided to play around a little bit.

I was a fool. 
That's probably why this post ended... 
a good sum of 45 comments,
X number of incomparable realizations,
 irreplaceable laugter
and 
unselfish smiles.


-FIN-

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